[ T h E - L o s T - M e m o r i e S ]

2005-10-25T13:30:00.002-07:00

Smile :)

puzzle
After completing a jigsaw puzzle he'd been working on quite for some time,
Ah Beng proudly shows off the finished puzzle to a friend.
"It took me ONLY FIVE MONTHS TO DO IT," Ah Beng brags.
"FIVE MONTHS? THAT'S TOO LONG," the friend exclaims.
"YOU ARE A FOOL." Ah Beng replies,
" NO LAH, SEE THIS BOX, IT IS WRITTEN FOR 4-7YRS, LEH!"

boat
Ah Beng and Ah Seng rent a boat and fish in a lake everyday.
One day, they caught 30 fishes.
Ah Beng said to Ah Seng," Mark this spot so that we can come back here again tomorrow."
The next day, when they were driving to rent the boat,
Ah Beng asked Ah Seng," Did you mark that spot?"
Ah Seng replied," Yeah, I put a big X on the bottom of the boat,"
Ah Beng said," You stupid fool! What if we don't get that same boat today !?!?"

a mistake
eng exited and locked the car in a hurry, forgetting to remove the key which was in the ignition.
Realizing the mistake,
Ah Beng asked," Why don't we get a coat hanger to open it?"
"No, that won't work," answered Ah Seng."
People might think we're trying to break in."
Then Ah Beng suggested,"
What if we use a pocket knife to cut the rubber, then stuck a finger in and pull up the lock?"
"No," said Ah Seng.
"People will think we're too dumb to use a coat hanger."
The "kan cheong" Ah Beng shouted,"
We better think of something fast.
It's starting to rain and the sunroof is open!!!"

especially for all guys.....
King Arthur and the Witch: Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom.
The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals.
So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question.
Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death.
The question?....
What do women really want?
Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query.
But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.
He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester.
He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer.
Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer.
But the price would be high; as the witch was famous throughout the kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged.
The last day of the year arrived and Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch.
She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first.
The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot, the most noble of the Knights of the Round Table and Arthur's closest friend!
Young Arthur was horrified.
She was hideous, had only one tooth, smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc.
He had never encountered such a repugnant creature in all his life.
He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden;
but Lancelot, learning of the proposal, spoke with Arthur.
He said nothing was too big of a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life and the preservation of the Round Table.
Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered Arthur's question: What a woman really wants, she answered... is to be in charge of her own life.
Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that the witch had uttered a great truth and that Arthur's life would be spared.
And so it was, the neighboring monarch granted Arthur his freedom and Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding.
The honeymoon hour approached and Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom.
But, what a sight awaited him.
The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed.
The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened
The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when she appeared as a witch, she would henceforth, be her horrible deformed self only half the time and the beautiful maiden the other half.
Which would he prefer?
Beautiful during the day....or night?
Lancelot pondered the predicament.
During the day, a beautiful woman to show off to his friends, but at night, in the privacy of his castle, an old witch?
Or, would he prefer having a hideous witch during the day, but by night, a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous intimate moments?

> > What would YOU do? > > What Lancelot chose is below. BUT....make YOUR choice before you scroll down below. OKAY?

Noble Lancelot said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself.
Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time because he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life.
Now...what is the moral to this story?
The moral is..... If you don't let a woman > have her own way..... > > Things are going to get ugly!

2005-10-25T13:30:00.001-07:00

Do you know

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible? Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?

Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are: I love you, Sorry and help meDid you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?

Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty? Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding? Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face? Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?

Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.

Today, the ball of FRIENDSHIP is in your court, send this to those who truly are your friends. Also, do not feel bad if no one sends this back to you in the end, you'll find out that you'll get to keep the ball for other people more.

a sad story

2005-10-25T13:30:00.000-07:00

A meaningful story

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year-old son waiting for him at the door...
Son: "Daddy, may I ask you a question"
Daddy: "Yeah sure, what is it?"
Son: "Dad, how much do you make an hour"
Daddy: "That's none of your business.
Why do you ask such a thing?" that man said angrily
Son: "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?"
Daddy: "I make 150 dollars an hour"
Oh", the little boy replied, with his head down. Looking up, he said,
Dad, may I please borrow 80 dollars
The father was furious, "if the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or other nonsense, then march yourself to your room and go to bed.
Think why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior"
The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions.
How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think:"May be there was something he really needed to buy with that. 300 and he really didn't ask for money very often!
The man went to the door of little boy's room and opened the door.
"Are you asleep, son?" He asked.
"No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy.
"I've been thinking, may be I was too hard on you earlier", said ,the man,
"It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the 80 dollars you asked for
" The little boy sat straight up, smiling "oh thank you dad!" He yelled.
Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled some crumpled up notes.
The man, seeing that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at his father.
"Why do you want money if you already had some?" the father grumbled.
"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," >the little boy replied.
"Daddy I have?150 dollars now. Can I buy an hour of your time?
Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you"

MORAL: It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family. An unwise investment indeed! You know what's the full word of FAMILY? FAMILY=(F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE >(Y)OU.

syf photo

2005-10-12T13:00:00.000-07:00

just got back the syf photo. when i see the phot every think seems to be yesterday. and i remembered how hard we work. the tears we dropped. and comparing to the previous syf , it seems so different, this year one is more mature.

why is it that some people you have just met seems to be someone that u have wanted for or know him long ago...

2005-10-11T13:35:00.000-07:00

hai...long time no blog le.. just saw jing xuan saying that my blog is dead.. its not ... haha.
this is because i am Hardworking. haha. no by the way. i am now at the lab, doing fnn.
one more month to go . haha. then i will be free lol. i am so sorry to this blog. haha. i remembered 3 weeks before , liu called me to go nafa the pipa da shi ban then i sat there with reena and after the 2 hour of the children performing, she asked me to give some comments on the da shi ban, then i was so shocked because so many people there with the children's parents and mr jin there too. then all the eyes of the people fixed on me and my face was damn red lol.. then she introduced me saying that i am a very hardworking student.. i was happy. but dono if its the truth anot. then i just gave so comments like that they are not very prepared lol, very stiff, never put emotion in the songs lol. then she said that she called me here because the pipa people here good but she is very ashamed because the people never practise enough then she is very sad and scolded the nafa yong children say they are not up to the standard lol. i could see from her eyes that she was very upset with them.
because of studies i can't go to mco, syco, very sad , so boring. looking forward for the tough practise.
and i am so happy my fnn got a2...!!
my goodness our prom night theme is Ladies and Knights.. haha the guys are going to find dono what suit.. luckily we gals can dress like Ladies. haha. it is on the 1st of december. wish that i can find one nice gown or something else.
i have cut my hair for those who don't know.. haha. don't want to describe, see for yourselves. haha. its a new try for me, and i have come out with the designed myself. haha, my design. got trade mark want k don't copy.. haha..
i checked from my tagboard and just knew that so many people come to my blog. happy.

the concert i think Gushing Strings if i didn't remenber wrongly. the gu zheng soloist is very good , both days are very good and nice. haha. luckily i have recorded it. if not i will reget i think the rest of my life really. the first day the song was so nice, i cried one tears or so. my god. i wish i can learn . then i told liu and she said that i have grown up le. haha. like mother and child.wish that the gut can come and perfrom a few times.
i have listen for few weeks the sco cd. i liked the tong hai yu ge. it is so touching. i think that why low chose the song. nice.
the mco practise will start this coming week , i want to go, see how my studies.

wish that all my friends who are having o levels strive!

2005-08-05T13:18:00.000-07:00

Writting Testimonial
F&N olevel

today nicole my form teacher called us to write a testimonal. i think then i really don know what can i write and decided to ask zixian for her testimonial for a guide lol. although i have performed alot of times but i think who will cares about those small small performance. then i remembered the mega concert, some charity concert and national day concert. thats more like it. then there was a part whereby i have to write about my character, then i saw the example of what i can write, like diligent, hardworking, motivated, friendly, good-natured, sociable and i think, what can i write. there is nothing that i can choose. and i think that this part should be written by the teacher right, how can i possible know and write out?

then the day before yesterday sucks, my olevel f&n photos were not printed out. then the cd was at someone's home and worse she did not bring it. then i have got a scolding.

syco practise

2005-07-26T13:47:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day
Prelim Oral
Syco Practise
Mco Rehearsal

the previous day we had racial harmony day was fun we have got alot of people wearing all sorts of traditional costumes... and we all ganged up to wear the costumes so that we can escape our mass run which is outside the school... and that day was extremely fun, the teachers are all like cannot do anything to us.. then about ten percent of students wore the pe shirt... i thought that this will be written in the history of wgs ba.. haha..

yesterday just had my prelim english oral.. i was not very nervous.. i slept.. haha.. because i was the last second one.. haha.. then when i finished my oral, i went back home for a bath then went to syco le..

went for practise for syco then the amount of people went was like half of the total people... not even one erhu or gaohu came...then i was like .... huh.... then i think tan bo has got the most ppl coming one lol... then we went through the 'long de chuan qi' and 'xu qu'.... then gls said that he just came back from new york then he said alot of things and said something like he is going there to take up a course or something like that if i had not mistaken... then yesterday only got raymond, xueqi and me in pipa only... the rest cant't make it or have something on....

that day went to rehearsal for the national day thing at the marsiling cc.... it was damn cold inside and my hands are freezing but when we played the mandala i was so shiok because the song was very fast and fun.. and while playing i saw the people like the malay band and indian people looking at us.. when we finished our two songs, the people clapped and gave us good comments..haha..

racial harmony day 2005.

2005-07-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

night claasa

2005-07-12T14:33:00.000-07:00

Night Class
China's Trip Presentation

Long time never blog le.....

Today i am having night class for maths from 5.30pm to 9pm.... After the june holidays, the time seems to be moving at a faster speed, i am having a hard time struggling with loads of homework... And with all the revising, drilling, doing all the past year papers, olevel papers makes be go bersek.... When i practice my pipa, i keep thinking about my homeworks about..... how to do just now that stupid amaths paper, then i can't concertrate on the songs i practising....

Last sunday i went for pipa lesson and LYLS said that i have not improve much and i was really sad.... then she said that she knows that i am having olevel this year but i have to manage my time well... then she said that she will not be giving me very difficult songs to practise.... then she commented on You Guo's concert.... i was surprised at what she said and she brought the topic that regardless of what kind of instruments, the basics are very fundamental and important.... then there was this part whereby i was playing then she said that it was badly played.... i went home and thought.... before going for the next lesson, i will use my MD to record the songs and practise pieces that i have to play and see if it is good enough lol.....

Then yesterday assembly i was supposed to present a presentation infront of the whole school about the China Trip that i have gone....i present with a sec 3 three... forgot the name le... then the presentation was not bad, commented by some teachers.... then the mrs zhang approached that she said that our presentation was good that asked us if we could do a presentation in late july for the Appreciation Day for a VIP mr maliki.... dono this is a good thing or bad...

syf finals

2005-07-05T14:12:00.000-07:00

Syf Finals This Week
Sister Birthday Soon
China Trip

This week on the thursday 7/7/05 is the Secondary Level the SYF Finals le.... i asked Bass Lee if he have any extra tickets for me.... then he got 2 then i and Reena go together lol ..... haha.... very look forward....

My sister birthday is no the 9th of july.. she plans to go Seoul Garden eat.... haha... long time never go there eat le.. also cannot remember how the food tasted....

Today my chinese teacher Mr Du brought the pictures that he took in China they together add up to be 400... the pictures reminds me of the happy time we have in China the place are so beautiful, can't find in Singapore... like going back to the early time of 'Huan Zhu Ge Ge' all the place mention in the story i think we all go le..... like Ci Ning Gong.... where the empress works.....

And there is a place whereby the emperor set up.... it is a place that he wanted to go but as a emperor he can't always go where he like so he call his men to do a place just like the place that he wanted to go.... then the place have the enunch to be the stall owners, boat owners..... like playing small kids things like that....haha.... when the tour guide told us... we were like a 'huh'

I really like the place.... although nowadays very modern already but the place there is like.... can't imagine.... then i told some friends then they said that next year we go there..... then Mr Low said that he also liked to go and will try ask teacher in charge if we can plan a trip there....

you guo concert

2005-07-04T22:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to You Guo's concert but then i lost his ticket... then i was very worried if there is any tickets left but Liu Yan lao shi said no more le ... but she called me to go to see if any body couldn't make it then i can have the tickets... haha... so lucky ... i have a ticket... then we went in to the small hall then i looked around.... full of teachers, mr quek was there, yu jia lao shi, and alot of sco musicians were there and sco directors too were present.....then syco pipa almost all came ..... then the performance started.....

Samuel was there too, sat at the left of the hall his face was without any expression....

Then You Guo came out wearing black with his teeth pretruding out of his mouth, cute haha....he started playing..... then every body was quiet... then i saw Gabriel, DeLi, Darrel helping up be.... then the funny thing is that DeLi played the percussion thing and also the zhong ying sheng... i and Reena laughed.... haha...

Then the whole thing ended.... the claps were very loud.... i thought that he is very happy ba.... successful lol....

Now i have to concerntrate on my studies le....chinese oral past le.... i did the test with a AH DU voice... cause i was having fever, cough, flu....

syco concert photos

2005-06-14T21:35:00.000-07:00

hiii.. jingxuan here. sorry anthea i didn't make a new template cos i stopped making templates for other people a long time ago (i have my reasons) and i decided i don't wanna go back to making.. yep.. and you told me to post the photos here for you, but you need a host.. so i'm just going to post the link here okay.

so for anyone who wants to take a look at the syco concert 05 photos, click here! (:

byebye. and hope you had an enjoyable trip anthea :D

haha going china

2005-06-08T09:55:00.000-07:00

CouNT dOWn 4 mORe DaYs tO Go bEfOre I gO tO cHIna...

Today in the moring have the F&N ....

Early in the moring eight o'clock.... have to report to the Computer Lab 2 and sit here until 4pm ... very tired leh.....

Haha... on the Sunday 13/6 at 12am i am going to fly le.... then our classmates going to the airport to say goodbye then before that at about 8pm we going the airport there eat.... then because my F&N practical is on the 20/6 then i am still in China so i have postpone the date to 22/6 at 9am.... then after that i going to go to the SYCO reception to celebrate lol..... at the SCH .... then before that i think we are meeting the pipa pple somewhere then go lol.....

That day after the concert the SYCO ppl all take a group photo with Tsung Yeh, Mr Quek and a composer i think is the Tian Wang composer ba.... then after that i dono who started the taking of photo graph of Tsung Yeh then all the SY ppl all started to take photo with him le... then
nevertheless i also took lol.... for memory la.... when i asked him " can i take with you? " he politely said " sure! " i was damn surprise my his replied then i took photo with him and charmine took for me... then he hold my shoulder with a lot of strength and i was shocked, i thought that he will only stand still there and take the photo.....

Then the night ended with some SY ppl and Mr Quek eating at the Lao Pa Sha there.... then our Wgsco ppl also came and they left after about an hour then i and Jessly did not went cause we want to talk to the ppl then after another hour we want to leave as it is about 11 plus then we scared that there would not be MRT, but we do not now how to go to the nearest MRT station but then Mr Quek kindly brought us there..... we were also surprised as we do know him very much but he offered to bring us there..... from then i have a very good impression of him le....

The concert has ended and the next performance would be at the Botanic Garden and the Budding Talent..... i am only performing in the Budding Talents on December..... cause i am unable to go for so much practises as i have a lot of school work....

Hope that the Olevels will quickly finish.....

my life

2005-06-03T16:20:00.000-07:00

Very long no here le....

This holiday is really not a holiday cause i every day have to go school to do remedials like today too...have the F&N from 830am to 400pm..... later have the Syco very happy... can play PIPa... then later Mr Low's son coming.... Keith... can play with him....then i just now then got to know that Mr Low's 3rd and 4th child is called Kayne and Kayden..... haha.... all Ks one...

Dono today rehearsal will be like wad....

Sometimes i really dono if i should go on and learn music.....

i am really confused after what Mr Low told me.....
that i will not be confirm that i will earn after i study music and have the certificate
but he said that i should go for what i want and love
and i know what i really wants
but he still said that i am the elder sister
i should take care of my parents more than my sisters
i am very important
and i know
and i know that music is really very important to me and i love to do so

Liu yan lao shi is overseas performing.... she called the wgsco pipa all go for the test for grade..... i think that it is a really good ideal and they can be more moltivated.... hope that she can make our wgsco a better one....

Then a very sad thing is that Ms Fong may be leaving MCO as she can't make it the time on July onwards.... then Mr Low may be going to change the time so that she can come but if too many ppl can't come then maybe he will be changing Tan Bo teacher..... then we talked and he said that may be he will try to call Liu yan Lao Shi to come and replace..... but i don't think that she can make it.... cause she too busy le....

Then today just talked to Mr Low, he is some how going to do some business then asked mi if i want.... then i just say yes..... haha... he said that doing the job can earn quite alot compared to other jobs..... but i think with the business he will still love wgsco want la....

is it really that i can be.......

finally exam over la

2005-05-13T13:48:00.000-07:00

haha.... finally exam over le..... have time to come write blog....

This few days i hardly sleep .... for two weeks i have been slping at most five hours , all for this mid year exam.... this is the first time i am really working very hard and i hoped that i can get the deserved results back....

Then today i called Ms Nicole and asked her how much i got for my Amaths test which i haven't passed ever since i started studying it.... then she replied that i got an B3 i was damn happy and tears formed in my eyes and i really wished that i can continue and get better results in the prelim and o levels .....

After exam i immediately went home and have some rest .. then i slept for 5 hours then i got up then really fresh ..... now i have some shopping think about what my results would be... but whatever the case i have done the best already but i will keep working harder....

Counting down there is another 3 more weeks to go before i go China... haha...very look forward for the trip...

really dont like her

2005-05-04T14:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to Syco then Mr Quek talked alot on the attendance problems... then he talked about alot of things that seems meaningful to me... i thought that he talked for about..total... half an hour ba... then he gave some comments on the SYF of JC and SEC one... he said that the speed and other requirements are not really followed the composer thinking and he thought that the composer should come out and say a few words.... that's what i thought too... some schools even reached the speed of 40+ plus only which is damn pathetic lol....

Then we go through some of the songs, 'tong nan xi bei zhong' then i realised that i haven't been practising it for a long time.... cause i got Mid year and is really stressful.... dono how am i going to cope my life....

Last saturday, while having MCO, Liu Yan called me and told me something that really makes me happy... she said that someone called her and told her that she needs a pipa player to go and perform ..... and she actually recommended me.... i thought then also gave her the unconfident words that came out of my mouth naturally.... then she gave me a must tone and told me to go.... plus plus i get some money...

Then at MCO we got many interesting songs like.... lemon tree, mambo 5.....

SYF

2005-04-26T17:33:00.000-07:00

Hai... Now doing project at home then listening to all the schools’ SYF songs....

I don't know why everytime I listen to Xing Kong I feel really sad.... The song is really well written....

Does any body knows how to put the song I recorded in MD player to the blog ??? please help me... can tag....

Then today while walking to the school.... I saw the moon high up there.... Unreachable...the moment..i stopped there and suddenly I thought of Xing Kong.. I think the Mr Luo also have that kind of feeling ba.... That day I saw the Jing Xuan's blog.. she said that she likes Mr Low conducting Xing Kong..... me too.... In fact a lot of people that don't know Mr Low said that to me even the composer himself called him and comment that Mr Low did well.... I think maybe the other judges don't like.... That’s why all the three schools Mr Low conducted got the results that they don't want....

After I saw all the schools performed, I liked Nanyang Girls school ‘fen nian ji... They did a really splendid job... Liu Yan lao shi asked me who do I think did well I said them lol.... They last SYF got a silver I think they really worked hard ba.....

Some schools ..... they did very well for their choice piece but for the set piece is like.... Bad...the speed is slow... but they still got not bad results.... dont understand why??

Yesterday went to 'shang ke' then Liu Yan lao shi prepared some songs for me to... I think play on the national competition ba.... The songs are quite nice.... I like then... I thought nobody has played it before in National Competition....then suddenly 'shang ke' until half way then Liu Yan suddenly asked me: do you know how to play liu qin, zhong ruan? Then I was shocked.... I thought that she want me to change another instrument cause I don't play pipa well.... then I replied :yes..... she said that she can sometimes call me to help her to go and teach if she can't make it.... I was quite happy but I replied: huh.... I don't think I can do the job..... I felt that she really trust me and look high upon me...she prepares everything for me....as though I really can make it...Really scared that I will disappoint her....
She is really a good teacher... like what some one has said that in her eyes you can see a mother's care and love...

Heard from Mr Low and Mr Lim KP going to Shanghai on the 2nd may to 16th may....SCO quite good every now and then go abroad....

WGSCO alumni is set up le.... Haha.. can join le....

SYF

2005-04-25T15:07:00.000-07:00

lOnG lONg tIMe NV cOMe LE.....

I never go school on the past week on wednesday and thursday because i went to see the Central Judging .... the judges was like very strict and the taste is like funny.... i saw the Major Tay counting the beat then if it is off then he will write something..... he dono what is music.... then the place where it should be slow he doesn't care one ... just minus the marks...... i really sad....

After first day of SYF the Marsiling did well but gotten a silver only... Mr Low was damn sad... before the result was said.... i asked him what do you think you will get? HE said Gold.... he said that nothing bad came out but they stilll got a silver only.......

The second day is River Valley...... they got a Gold Only ...... because of the Dizi and Ban hu..... they one 'pian di' and the Ban hu dare not play as good as normal as she has changed her 'xuan' to a Gao hu one as she didn't have any more Ban hu 'xuan'.... this is said by Mr Ong.....
i am really sad .....

Then the third and last day..... our turn..... after our turn.... alot of people msg me that we may get a Gold or above.... but the results showed that they were wrong...... i really don't understand who really in the judges mind..... and we really did blast the whole concert hall and the people who were present clapped their hands really hard.... Wei Lun even said that some people sat in front of him did'nt clapped for the other scholls which was in front of us but after we finished they closed they book that they wrote notes and clapped......

Why it has to be like this.....

but i know in my heart and all the WGSCO people that all our efforts have not paid in the Central Judging.... but the process and the aim that all the WGSCO people have in the mind and the pains we have together..... we love each other more each and everyday even though we got a Silver....

It is the process that made us closer to one another Not the award......

We do not need the Judges to prove .... it is in our hearts ......

i am not going to be sad anymore....

SYF and SYCO

2005-04-18T16:10:00.000-07:00

Today got SYCO then dono how leh.... dono what will happen never really go and practised very hard but at least go through the score....Dono Mr Quek will get angry anot if people make fault... like the last time the percussion ....very bad le.... she like crying lol....

Really feel the tension as the day passed by one by one and gradually getting closer on the BIG FRIDAY.... i really scared not as what Mr Low has said that i very proud.... i really really not proud but maybe my stupid body language shows lol.... After the rehearsal i really feel that there are lots of room for improvement....

There are still few days to go .....

Now in the computer lab doing the F&N project lol....

Really happy to go to SCH to see some of SYCO friends and teachers.....

I going to shang ke in another few days time, dono what liu yan lao shi will say.... sometimes i really work hard she thought i didn't but some time i didn' she said the i work hard.... dono... maybe i really stress then didn't performed well.... i really what's wrong....

Mid-year is coming i dono how am i going to study le... all SYCO people studies are very good then how come i am opposite.... maybe i am stupid or what lol.... i really must find time for my studies.... really....

I am going to work hard and then go China after that to relax and see how China pupils study and learn from them then come back and really really work work hard.....

see you ... miss.....

is this the life that i really want

Chinese oral

2005-04-12T22:12:00.000-07:00

Chinese oral

2005-04-12T17:12:00.000-07:00

Today i have Chinese Oral then Mr Du take our band then i very nervous because he is my teacher then very funny....if other teacher yake then i feel more relaxed lol.... but until my turn then i feel quite relax and calm outside but inside is thumping hard.... then i read the passage slowly and the teacher give me good comments and say that i can get quite good marks then i feel relieve..... then followed by conversation..... he ask questions about JC and Poly lol.... quite easy ..... haha......

Then go to CO le.....

All is working very hard.... all groups ..... feel very relieve and happy....

Although infront of us are schools that are very strong and all Gold schools but we are not the normal neighbourhood schools lol..... we are the most crazy CO school and have ambitions......

Hope that all Mr Low schools have at least a Gold ......

Alot of people not going to China but at least there are 30 people going then some of my class mates call me to help them buy some sports shoes and other thingsss..... dono how am i going to come back le....

Mid year coming left about 3 pathetic weeks to go.....

Some things.....
`a` re difficult to forget and remember....
`n` ot what i can want comes...
`t` hat i do is always wrong...
`h` ave to happen no matter...
`e` ven your best friends could not help...
`a` lthough i accept but but my heart can't...

`s` eems to be forever bad to me...
`a` dd sadness to my life...
`d` id makes me sad althogh i didn't mention...

[p]lease don't be the one.....

rehearsal

2005-04-12T00:23:00.000-07:00

Long time never come le... cause busy SYF thing....

Today starts the selling of things in school...

Then today starts the rehearsal in the hall .... very scare leh...then everybody in the hall then starts the tuning then i start to go through the songs with Tan Bo Yue..... very soft in the hall but i think at the conference hall will be quite ok le....

This week we going to rehearsal ..... must treat it as the really SYF ...... i really scared that i will play wrongly lol.... one instrument only then if i play wrong hor..... hai.... i will try my very best lol.... this is the last time i am going to SYF le....pray hard....

The Marsiling Band got Gold with Honour... i think the Marsiling CO will work real hard....
our Band ok lol get a Silver back....Hope that we can get a award that nobody gets in the performing arts.....

Thinking of going China makes me very excited .... nine weeks from now..... i want to buy tonnes of things that singapore cost alot but there cheap...haha.... wish that SYF results can make me even happier lol.....then can go China happily.....

bye..... kisses..... :) support me huh.....

my project

2005-03-30T14:36:00.000-08:00

Aiyo yesterday i went home then got nothing to do then i wanted to do my F&N thing then i came to realise that i have forgotten to take out of the computer in the library... that was scary man.... then i msg people if they have seen mine anot then all say no....i was really shocked because i have not save in any place except the diskette....then my mind was really blank and i stared at the ceiling trying to play back what happened in the library and if i can remember anything..... that day was a scary one....

Then today at 12:40 F&N then i told eilmon that i lost it then went to the library as i walk nearer my heart thump harder.... luckily the teacher said that she has passed it to my sister....

Luckily!!! then of course i went to my sister class and take the long lost diskette then i told eilmon that i will not forget to save it in my yahoo mail and computer the next time.....
Then now in the computer lab 2 doing what? of course is the project lol.....

Now i have finished reading the book Shopaholic 1 it is a very nice book i thought and i decided to borrow the Book 2 from Xue Nie as she got the whole series of it....

Now i an finding Blogskins ..... every one is kind of boring type....Can't one person create something nicer ..... don't they have any taste.... i can't imagine how they look like..... by the way they design the Skins....

Please give me some Webby to find Nice Skins....
Yesterday i installed the Sylibus 3 what ever it is called.... it can compose songs which i am really interested... i spent the whole evening in my room doing the song called 'We Will Get There' by Steph Sun.... very nice song neh.....

I am really going crazy right now... my pipa skills that are really basic like lun i can't even lun properly and really sucks.....and every time i practise i really can't concertrate and i really dono if i really improve or the way down...every time i see my pipa that really cost much cost i use my own money to buy it and it is really good, every time i see it i really fell sorry for it cause i think that my skills really.....if this is what the standard then i really don't see how i can got in NAFA....i really understand how the good pipa players practise lol ..... i really hope that i can skip all the practises to the stage like my teacher lol..... Stop Dreaming....

Then all the SCO people go to the Europe then no SYCO then really boring but without practises i will surely Slack one lol......miss the people there....

Everytime i see him i will blush alittle then when the first time i see him he will give the same type of look back although we only see each other one time or two but i do think that we feel the same.... he look cool but he is friendly. He has the same interest as me lol CO then he plays quite well, we are not in the same section ... and aslo different schools his school is much better than mine....

Seeing him walk pass me and look into my eyes and the people around us does not matters any more.

my sad day

2005-03-28T15:00:00.000-08:00

That day i went to 'shang ke' then kana a little scold from liu yan, she says that i must put in more effort if i want to be a profession musician etc. i felt that i really very lazy at that point of time and my tears form in my eyes and i quickly wiped it off behind my pipa hoped that she didn't notice it. I really felt bad that i didn't put enough effort cause i have tests the week then i really really didn't practise i didn't blame her but i am really stress up cause O level this year then i have to go to theory and hoped that i can quickly finish it so that i can take the test November cause to get to NAVA have to get some theory done .... tough man.... then next year she wants me to go for the national competition .... for the intermediate section... i want to go but i really can't take it.... this is a tough year for me...... then as i walked back my flat, i cried really hard this year is my first time to cry , and i cried really hard and decided that i will not watch any TV etc. until Olevel lol.... this is a big thing to me.....
Then the You Guo is coming out with a concert and a CD this May .... he is the most outstanding pipa player ba.... also a student of liu yan hoped that one day i can be like him lol.... dono still got how long lol..... pray for me kk......
On the 26th of march Mr Low go to Europe le with all the SCO teachers like Mrs Fong..... i have called her to remember US and buy things for us.... haha dono she will remember anot leh.... i really miss them leh.... can't joke with them.....then they coming back on the 6th April at 7am too bad i can't go , got school.
hope that my stress will quickly be gone....

fnn

2005-03-23T12:30:00.000-08:00

Just finally got some f&n research done, just went to the library and got some research then went home and organise it.... now in the computer lab doing the project lol..... then just now came in then the Mrs Goh give me a fucking face lol she always like that she always thinks thta i never do her project lol.... i have done le lol.... then some people never do until research lol never see her complain keep saying me....... Then makes me angrier is that she say that she can BAN me from going to SYF .... wad the hell is that lol......

i tell you lol CO IS MY LIFE I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT LOL ! !

Every time see her i will try to not look at her then she keep want to talk to me then i will give her a hack care attitude but in me i really did go and do what i should not like what she say....

this few days

2005-03-22T15:01:00.000-08:00

Haha longtime never blog le....cause busy ...

After the wgsco camp, we all felt very happy and this camp make all the co people more closer and every body really cooperate very well during different sessions like games and the combine and xiao zhu. Athough we have some quarrels etc. but we are angry not because we don't like each other but because of co thats makes teachers not so angry lol .
But the sad thing is that someone steals Angeline's handphone, teachers said that it is mostly likely to be one of us. i could see that Mr Low is not very happy and disappointed with the person that stolen it. I wished that it is that Angeline has misplaced it somewhere andnot stolen lol.
Yesterday when to the SYCO then someone said that we missed alot of time the practises of SYCO then say we not committed he dono want leh..... we got camp then the SYF is coming then if its his school he will surely do the same thing lol. Very stupid.....!!!! Then he still say that if we know that we can't make it for every pracise then we shouldn't have joined , i wanted to say that ' you think every body like you no need to study like you meh, wandering ghost lol !' As though he is the sectional leader ...!! Never see before this kind of very very hao lian person and always act people.
Gotten back the report book le lol...of course no good ..... i will strive hard for my mid year one..... REALLY K !!!

meeting him

2005-03-02T14:19:00.000-08:00

tHaT day when to NAFA with Steve and Melvin, found out more about the Performing Arts section then went to the Bugis there walk walk then about 6:30p.m., prepare to go to Fuchun CC then from Bugis MRT go back Woodlands then there i saw him then he where pink t-shirt then we just like look look lol then he lives at Yishun then before that one Ang Mo between us then haha..... then he alighted at the Yishun Mrt then ...Next day, went to friendster, he added me le, so coincidence, then we talk on MSN then on phone lol. Then he asked me if can meet ma then i say Sunday would be good then that day we talked was on Sunday then he said that we go out today lol..... then i was like.....haha.....then we went to Yishun then play Basketball lol.... then many many things happened then i saw his friend, Lester, he act like A Gay then every time he play bb then the ball got in he will like 'yeh' then the last finger will come out wan.... hahaha ... i cant stop laughing .......

me 1

2005-03-01T02:30:00.000-08:00

me 1
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me 2

2005-03-01T02:29:00.001-08:00

me 2
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me 3

2005-03-01T02:29:00.000-08:00

me 3
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MCO performance

2005-02-27T12:38:00.000-08:00

yesterday....was really a life experience for me, we have a performance and we really done quite well and alot of people turn up which the fuchun cc people didnt expect.....haha we done proud for our self cause most of the tickets were all sold by MCO ppl.... and they say that we seel $10 is too much for the residents then we took 400 plus tickets then they took ...i think is 50 or 100 then when we sell finish le then they then they told us that they didnt manage to sell any.... Wa Lao... Then we took the tickets and sell our self la.... they didnt help us sell then still discourage us and say that not everybody buying the tickets will come and will not be full for our concert.....
I am DaMn angry... but we are still in high spirit , will not let this type of people to pull us down wan.... haha.... now they saw our results.... haha.....
Yesterday, my PiPA eNSeMbLe , we did, not bad la hor??? people said that i keep similing, you know why ma??? cause i want to make them more relax lo.... haha.....
Mr Low said that he thinks that the Percussion could have done better.... but i think that it is their first time ma... cause will tremble .... don blame them kk???
At the end i would like to thank the people that came and support MCO and me lor..... hope that you all can give some comments....

my science results

2005-02-23T12:49:00.000-08:00

Haha....today i received back my physics test results.... how come did i no have better results... every body is like...kind of improving .... then i am like still at the same pace and ..... dono la....
haha.....doing my F&N O levels things...

tests....ss and amaths

2005-02-22T15:30:00.000-08:00

haha.....today have my Ss test and Amaths test......my SS sucks .... i think i don do well liao le la..... dono will pass anot ma.... then Amaths i think that i can do better ... first time i have a little confident....
Now in the library... borrowed a book called 'PS, I LOVE YOU, very nice leh about a couple ...the guy is dying .... so sad.... very nice... written by Cecelia Ahern....
Haha ... anybody knows what webby have blogthings , eg. snow falling at the background ma....??? i want ...... can tab lol...
Yesterday , got Syco... until very late then Zi Xin father came and fetch her then we took a free ride home then reach CWP at around 11p.m.... damn late then faster went home and bath then sleep like a pig le lol.... then the next day is today lol...full of tests.....
Haha... today have SS Choice Program , luckily i don have..... haha....

mY bIrTH DAY

2005-02-20T21:00:00.000-08:00

Today went to party world.... very happy...... received lots of presents and wishes....one of the best presents is a 1000 pieces of puzzles.....my zodiac one pisces....glowing in the dark kind.... its very thoughtful hor.... i think receiving this kind of thing..... is a very happy thing... this is the 1st time recieve something that i really like alot... not that i don like other people la... then receive the present liao then go causeway point then walk walk ...with full of things on my hand luckily got Yi long help mi, send mi back lol..... thanks alot.... then today when Kim Kuan coming my birthday there, some sec1 girls want to know him leh..... then Zi xin and Melvin is like that wan leh.... dono they will stead ma..... Wen hui and Eetat looks fine.....Justina and Ron not bad too.... hai.... only me .........

mY day

2005-02-19T19:18:00.000-08:00

hAi just came back from wgsco then go mco ... very tired now then reach home....then my sister just make the computer hao le then can use le... haha.... i now very busy preparing for the concert which is one this saturday.... dono wad will happen that day leh... got wgsco at 8a.m then go mco at 1.00pm....then performance until 10p.m like that ... next day should be very very tired...do my blog......bye bye...

mY bIrTH DAY

2005-02-19T17:37:00.000-08:00

haha.... its mOI birthday today.... meeting them at civic centre party world at 2p.m...... haha very happy leh.... long time never celebrate with so many people le.... today i also called people from friendster which i never seen them before.... haha.... dono how they look??one of them is a policeman... he is just 19 in ns now..... he plays in chinese orchestra before ,he plays Liu Qin.... haha.... now him in friendster cause he is in CO .... haha then another guy is also in ns coming.... he is 19 too.... haha dono later will the both of them talk anot???
I booked three medium rooms.... but haha... i never pay all the $$$.... haha.....i called people from wgsco ,mco, and outside people.... altogether 25+ people... should be quite fun .... bye...

a sTellA hOuSe...

2005-02-18T17:25:00.000-08:00

Now i at Stella's house doing my blogger..... nice ma.... she say that i must write that she helped mi up in doing my blog.... kk la.... THANX ALOT STELLA!!!! i have a hard time doing this blog.... we went to other people's blog and saw alot of nice things.... mine's not bad la hor... i very tired le leh.....
Today i have my emaths test then i think i can do quite well la... wish that i can do well.... then today i tell Ms Nicole that i am taking amaths for olevels then she say that 'don say you want to quit again huh'... she this teacher very good ..... although i always like fool around with her , she still treat us very good....
Today i also have my SS test i knew that i did quite badly.... dono that my results would be very pathetic ma.....

moii

2005-02-18T03:39:00.000-08:00

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i and my sis when we are small..

2005-02-18T01:44:00.000-08:00

i and my sis when we are small..
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moii sis and me`

2005-02-18T01:41:00.002-08:00

moii sis and me`
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=D

2005-02-18T01:41:00.001-08:00

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me and mei jun

2005-02-18T01:41:00.000-08:00

me and mei jun
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cindrella ~

2005-02-18T01:40:00.000-08:00

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blur ~

2005-02-18T01:02:00.000-08:00

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moii

2005-02-18T00:42:00.000-08:00

moii
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a pic of me .. taken wif stella hp,at stella house!!!haha..thank stella~!!!

physics results+mrs fong +reena

2005-02-16T12:18:00.000-08:00

Today very disappointing leh.... my physics only got 3/10 ..... the highest is Kah Hao...9.5/10 .... pro le la.... every body improve then mi.... hai sad sad .... then now in school at Lab 2 ... Mrs Goh never come then do nothing.....
That day went to Mrs Fong house... new year then you know wat she goive us eat ma??? Pizza that is ordered then microwave chicken all is just 3min things.... haha i know already that she cant cook well ... but that dae i fun... all CO ppl go there we play majong and poker cards.... then we play Xbox also ....haha.... then when we play majong in a room , zi xin and jessly play Zhong Ruan wa lao... so noise.... so how like last time ppl play majong then the gals perfoming like that... haha.....
Then after that we go Reena's house.... that time we very full le but we go there her mum already cook lot le then we very paiseh ... cause we never eat ma.... then dono if her mum scold her anot ma leh..... then her brother dono why keep following mi around the house... then i keep hiding but all the ppl tell him where i am ....haha....

mY prEsEntSss....

2005-02-15T20:39:00.001-08:00

haha ... recieved alot of presens from my friends but i have got a very disappointing one....from NG KOK LIP.... i gave him a shirt from ACcESS then about $30+ then you know wat he gave mi??? a handphine pouch.....!!!! then the tack never tear out there says ' $1.00 ' !!!!! hai... sad sad haha... maybe he spend all the money on eilmon present le ba.... haha must jio her hor.... must be fast la....
Then actually he is going to give be a bear then you no wat he swing swing swing then from forth floor drop to the first floor leh.... at causeway point... hai there goes my bear.....

irthdae CuMING le...

2005-02-15T00:59:00.000-08:00

haha .... 20th feb is my birthdae and i going K BOx with CO PPL and classmates and outside friends ..... very happy .... this is the last year i can celebrate with them.... hope that this birthdae will be a meaningful one.... if you have seen this blog and i have not invited you can tell mi because maybe i have forgotten le ba...... just send mi a msg lol or give mi a call ....

vAlentiNe's pReSeNtSss.....

2005-02-15T00:10:00.003-08:00

hai..... valentine day very boring..... haha but i received alot of presents from my friends and the whole class is full of joy.....and the new year just past and i receive quite alot and know a few new friends....
And the China town performance just over ........ it was quite successful...... Mrs Song was there and we have recieved a small amount for performing there i think about $250 and we perform very well , although we started performing at early 10 a.m. without ppl , the shops were not ever open but after a few minutes,after a song or two , people were crowding around us . then after fifteen min, the four levels all full of ppl there and after that we kept performing and after a break of 15 min , we perform and then after a song ' yu zhou kai ke' , a guy shouted' good '.... haha... then i got a pipa essemble with justina and sok chen ,'song wo yi duo mei gui hua ' , it was ok lol...... but i lead then got a bit nervous.....
After that we got back to school then went home and change then go Mr Bass Lee house.... there was alot of ppl there and we play poker there and justina won alot of money there leh....haha this new year i also win ....yeh.....

mY day today.......

2005-02-03T19:30:00.000-08:00

today very tired......
hai got co then have to prepare for my pipa tomorrow got 'shang ke' with liu yan.... now preparin for the concert [mco] then now have a performance at chinatown...... very busy then tired..... but i feel happy when i practise my pipa but nowaday i have lack in practise then i feel i very 'lan' le ......
then now i in syco [singapore youth chinese orchestra] then every time dun have time to don have time to do homework then lacked in studies le then i ask Ms Nicole Ng to let in drop Amaths then she say that if i want her to call my mother that i have join too much time on Co .... then i have no choice le lol....
Today Mr Low scold us say that we ..... hai very sad leh.... he now sick le then still very busy and then no voice then syf and new year coming le.... very busy...hope that he will fast recover..... hai.... we make him angry.....

a day at Singapore Conference Hall (SCH).....

2005-02-02T13:42:00.000-08:00

That day at SCH was very funny ...... Mr Quek say that the Erhu people how they have to come out as thay are very important...... He said that ......You all must look at me although my faCE verY RouGH ........ must like touching a girl face like that ..... Then every body laugh...... He every time like to make up stories then tell us about songs wad the composer want to say and at the end ........ he will say ...... dun believe me i make up the stories...... Then every body will give the face..... Last time i see him at the Mega Concert, i thought that he was a very tao and fierce person and oi don dare to talk much to him but now my opinion changed le.....

The new year is coming and i planned to go to relatives houses and on the saturday ( chu si ) i will be going to my teachers houses like Mr Low , Mrs Fong , Mrs Liu and etc...... Hear that Mrs Fong is cooking.... dono that if it is edible or not.... see her like only know how to play Zhong Ruan then starve her husband with UneDible food..... haha ...... maybe after cooking she found that her cooking is so bad but her husband is tOO good le..... she even call him mArIO leh..... haha.... every time say about her then i will always think about our MCO [ Marsiling Chinese Orchestra ] sectional practise...... Every time will make each other paiseh.... haha.....

2005-01-31T03:18:00.000-08:00

anthea!!!....hope u like this blogskin... it took quite long to do eh...its simple yet elegant...hahaz....enjoy... by MoN